Never
have I been
so empty and free
before.
never!
so speechless.
no plea
for anything.
for anybody.
there’s just
me
to see.
to feel
what it’s all about.
if i
care
i must care
for myself.
i do.
that’s a promise
of one
who did not
dare to promise
at all
before.
(she said yes or no …
that’s a difference.)
that matters.
and means
the world.
to me.
for me.